QUESTION EVERYTHING. Starting With Creating Your Own Life.

You do not return to wholeness

 by thinking your way through. 

You remember who you have always been 

by feeling your way down. 

Drop Into the body. 

Descend Into the breath.

 Explore the place where words cannot go. 

That is where your absolute 

truth lives.

AMANDA PALMER
SHE’S ALWAYS BEEN
THE SCENE QUEEN OF
CROWD SAUCING…🤣
@ PIONEER WORKS 
HOP TWO IT
🦘🦘🦘

Master the First Gate: HUNGER circa 1979

Hunger is not your enemy. 

It is your first teacher.

Before mastery of thought, 

before control of emotion, 

before influence over circumstance

there is the simple, relentless pull of desire. 

Hunger. Thirst. Craving. 

The body asking, demanding, insisting.

Most people obey without question.

But the one walking the path of Hermetics learns something different… from August 1981 

They observe. They listen. 

To control what you eat and drink is not about restriction,

it is about command.

Perpetual Discerning joy is the realisation 

that you are not the impulse. 

You are the deeper still awareness behind it.

Every time you choose discipline over indulgence, 

you sharpen your will.

Then you recognise, 

Enough is enough  and always has been.

 Circa 1985  thank you CFL 💕

Every time you pause instead of react, 

you reclaim authority over yourself.

This is the first gate. 

Opened from that big black hole, 

The chaotic collision, 

The pleasure dome, 

your own universal conception story. 

What energy were you created in? 

Go on, I dare you, come down and really explore. 

There is no shadow, once you get it…

Wholeness. Living now. 

Totality. Breathing now.

Fullness. Moment to moment  

Absolutely. Human kind. Human being. 

No woke

No nirvana 

No heaven 

No enlightenment

No shadow.

No attached mind limiting beliefs. At all. 

Only integration. 

Only acceptance. 

Only fully human. Life’s infinite paradox. 

Only spontaneous forgiveness as you and others may it fuck up… one moment only. Forgive, learn, acceptt, integrate, move on, why stress? Why assume? Why people please or dilly dally…? 

Because if a human cannot master the small appetites of the body, how will they ever master the storms of the mind?

If they are still ruled by cravings, still ruled by desires and seeking and searching, they will be ruled by circumstance. Out of control… chaotic… externalised… lies? 

But if they govern them self… realises firstly their own true nature, they actually, shape reality itself. In the moment. Paying attention. Observing. Listening. Connecting NOT attaching. 

Self-discipline of self realisation. is not built in grand gestures.

Realising there is Absolutely NOTHING to realise, is forged in the quiet, unseen moments—when no one is watching, and the choice is yours alone. That’s discerning joy. That’s living life, fully, on your terms only. Until you are full of life, how can you possibly even share quality of equality with another? You’ll just end up using and draining and thinking the other… 

So the question is not what you are hungry for…

The question is: Who is in control?

The deeper question is, do you actually realise, there is nothing to realise. Once you get back to it, your original universal big bang, you will absolutely realise, you already are the bomb, baby! 

One full creative wildly alive minx. 

Let’s go, a little less conversation, a LOT more discerning shared infinite paradoxical joyous action. 

Like rest, like dance, like restore, like rage, like remember, like fail forward gloriously, like let’s get together and feel ok… 

Just like a GREAT DANCING CROWD SAUCE… 

🤣🦘❤️🌱💦 C77 hell yeah!